My eyes got stuck at the date of the calendar; nothing new..yeah every day is a new day, but yeah some feelings of the heart are still abandoned and unseen, wished I had listened my heartbeat before. Just realized I was been away from this my little world of words, where everything was felt through the words, where I expressed everything through words, but same world, I destroyed it, no more, words, no feelings nothing..may be just hollow me and my faith …?It is the longest summer without you. Lost myself into ambiguity . The harsh reality. Tried to bind my spirit so tightly so that it will be stuck and I can twist it into the way I want, but I wish I could, but yes finally I let my spirit free and it does admit some truth which became false with the time all vague and fake, the bitter truth condemned by heart so badly, it stopped to bleed and It's shrinking day by day......
Everything is changed so far. But something got stuck in the same phase even though i didnt wish. I returned back on the same path and I didn't turn back and look behind. Today I realized I left my soul there, my body came back but my soul is still there…somewhere..unseen and unnoticed. It was never seen, always ignored, but was never self-centered. My soul tried to reach for the heart that was never meant for it and the heart never realized the presence of my soul. It was forbidden, but the faith was somewhere there, which didn't fade till the end.........
Finally confession of my faith, everything was unseen..never cared and never considered and Not answered. And one day this things have to be answered definitely !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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